Monday, August 29, 2011

insecure


I ordered some sample business cards today. They're pretty cool. But doing so makes me kind of nervous. What if I'm jumping the gun? What if no one really wants me to photograph them and I'm making a big mistake? Am I delusional to think I could ever be successful with this little photography endeavor? Am I knowledgeable and creative and talented enough? Yikes!!

I've just been second-guessing the heck out of myself for the past week. Since I "went public" I've scheduled a handful of sessions for the upcoming month... and that's so unbelievably cool! I'm stunned, really. I've been really devoting the situation to the Lord, asking for His guidance and approval before I really take off running. But I've learned that sometimes you have to step out in faith a little bit. You know? And I think I have. Oh, I don't know. I guess I'm just insecure. But I know that I'm doing my best to go where He leads. And for my part, I'm giving it all my gusto.

1 comment:

Tati said...

I think this is just wonderful! I can't wait to see where God will take you and all the people you will be able to meet and touch.

Which, BTW, brings me to asking when/if you're gonna have a site/page to list prices? Um, I kinda want to start planning Christmas pictures/cards already and would like you to do them:) K?